Wednesday, April 29, 2015

Revised-- You Poem 3

Continue on

Continue on trekking little ant,
Carry your crumb to sanctuary.
It’s closer than you think.

Revised-- Imagistic Poems

A Dying fly
On thin wings a fly spins
Like a child’s top

An Icicle
An icicle drips high above
A windshield;
Three feet of sculpted water
Dripping profusely.

Old Christmas Lights
Some bulbs of blinking white hang
Around rusted metal railings.
Two broke.

An Old Sock
Once sky blue, now grayed,
Ankle sock lies; half covered
By new snow.

Revised-- Fatherhood

Fatherhood

I watched as my son leapt,
Arms following the oil-weathered ball
As it coasted in an arch just over my extended reach
Through the slightly misshapen, flaking hoop.

His bright hazel eyes looked up at me (but no so far as before)
Through his thick brown mop of young hair.
An uninhibited smile stretched full, revealing
His boyish dimples, yet a man’s voice,
Cracked with elation, reaches my ears. 

This came sooner than I thought it would
I thought it impossible to be true, but then
I felt the stiffness in my joints as I stared at him,
Hopping in place on fresh, lightly haired knees.
With a heart splitting between joy and sorrow,
I held out the ball to my son, waiting for his grasp.

Game. 

Revised-- Stained

Stained

On this still night, no car is coming or going,
There is only a woman standing on the
Uneven shoulder of this back road.  Larger swells
Of air are tempting to lift her from the spot.

She can only imagine the sound of the impact,
Metal crushing his weaker metal.  The exclamations
Of drivers muffled by highly pressurized air.

As he stood and fell, walked and crawled away from
The twisted remnants of his car, past the faded white line,
What was foremost on his blood-filled mind?

Did he cry out for a miracle as his heart drained into
The asphalt?  Of her waking to the ringing of the phone
In the dark?  Of the children pulling at the ties around their throats?
She will never know.  So here she kneels down,
Running her fingers across the dark red stain;
The sound of her sobs unheard
In the dark expanse all around her. 

Revised You Poem 5

My Boy 

I just want you to know that,
You look good in the Easter suit
Mr. Simmons dressed you in.

I took it from your room yesterday.
Don’t worry, I didn’t move any of your things.
Everything will stay just as you left it.

I know you hate red flowers,
But this rose would look
Beautiful lying against your quiet chest.

Will you wear it for me?
...I’ll always love you,
I hope you knew that.

Wednesday, April 22, 2015

You Poem 5

My Boy

I just wanted you to know
I like the pleated suit
Your father dressed you in.

I know you really hate red,
But this rose would look
Beautiful against your tranquil chest.

I’ll just leave it and
Go.  Also, I love you.
I just wanted you to know

You Poem 4

Adam

You gave me a job the moment air filled my lungs.
Two at a time they came to me, patiently waiting
With hooked claws, with vivid feathers, with
Dull gray armor, with flicking tails.
The work was good, I enjoyed the work.
What combinations of sounds came into my head!
Panther, hippopotamus, snake, dove.
They received their identities and you led
Them away, looking back to smile at me.

But the animals did pain my heart.
Two always departed from me, side by side;
Two distinct from all around them.
There was none similar to me but you,
And you were much more than me.
I said nothing, you gave me everything after all,

Yet one day I sleep long and deep, and dreamed
Of your very presence inside of me.
I opened my eyes for the first time of many,
To see another, different me, lying by my side.

You made me into us. Side by side we walk, distinct
From all others. I had all, and you gave me more.
Why then would I disobey you, just to taste another fruit?

You Poem 3

Continue on

Continue on little black ant,
Sanctuary’s a mere foot away.
The crushing crumb on your
Skeletal back, your exact duty.

Tuesday, April 21, 2015

Revised You Poem 1

The Past
See the man hanging lopsided on the back of the closet door?
The metal spikes rip at the flesh of his hands and calloused feet
And the terrible twisted circlet of thorns sending streaks of blood
Are causing that hurt on his acrylic face.
That look is not unfamiliar to you.
If there was a mirror in the closet you would see the lines
Of enduring hopelessness etched on it.
Draw away from the world of tear-streaked mascara
And pray
That tomorrow will be a better day.
Force aside the noises that cuff your ears,
From the wheezing lungs of another hungry man.
Forget your heavy-eyed mother’s rehearsed words
Seeping through the closet doors that work night.
Forgive the painful clench of your arm as your mother
Drags you to your bed,
Your duct-tape patched couch.
Arrive at a wonderful land
As you lay in the twilight.
Soar on the backs of eagles in the spring air.
Step off a sun-bleached rowboat onto an unmapped land.
Glide lazily down a stream away from the stumbling men in the city.
Go now, go now before the light of the picture dies
Beneath the light of your bleary eyes.
Pursue a deep, disconnected sleep,
And pray
That tomorrow will be that better day

Thursday, April 16, 2015

You Poem 2

Housekeeping

I’m sorry.
I have not had enough time to scrub away
The muddy paw prints
From the kitchen floor, or repair
The loose board
On the poppy-red deck.
One day when you take over our house,
Take a day to restore every room.
Please do.
A lot of filth can pile up in a day.

You Poem 1

Innocence

Block out the noise that cuffs your ears,
From the wheezing lungs of another hungry man.
Forget your heavy-eyed mother’s rehearsed words
Seeping through the closet door this work night.
Arrive at a wonderful land instead by flickering flashlight.
Ride on the backs of lions in the spring air,
Step off a barnacle-clad dingy onto an unmapped island
Glide down the Mississippi away from the stumbling men on the city.
Fly now, fly far and high before the flashlight dies,
Then close your bleary eyes,
Pursue sleep
And pray;
To the man hanging lopsided on the back of the closet door.
Spikes and thorns causing that hurt on his acrylic face.
Those eyes know your pain.
I beg you.
Draw away from the world of tear-streaked mascara
Of bruise-inflicting men,
Of just trying to make rent.
And pray
That tomorrow will be
A better day.